Im still Loving you.

Days passed..
clock still ticks...
ticking away...
getting comfortable-yet not too comfortable...

Because,all those wounds are just healing. And I know that there's still a beat,somehow...
The strength I've accumulated,equates too how much I can take things positively and also put on a strong front; in order to be the pillar for myself,and them...
I wish I was the backbone,for those in need. Especially Her who see me through all this years. Her instinct to protect revives me. Thus, on which I acknowledge to know Im never alone throughout any ordeal. Her thoughts on me,my whereabouts,safety,welfare rings-a-bell; I have a Mother and she is here with me.

"Hey Dad!" I would say. "Look at me..Im soaring!" I'll exclaim.
I want Him who correct me when Im unaware of the wrong,to see the potential I have to be with him,holding his hand and walking with him when he is at his lowest peak in life..
His instinct to guide,show me the path which i was once, led astray by some whom I will never want to reminisce....
I then understand WHY you react that way-which then I understand that no matter how much others tend to listen,they'll pass it off,maybe because they think its never important to heed.because...
They're unaware of whats around them and who awaits them at the finishing line...think about it?..

When you are at the lowest peak in life,who will be able to help you?...
who's gonna be there for you and adhere to your needs?
who will be the backbone to keep pushing you to the very end and make you see the consequences you'll face at the end of the day due to your selfish-ness and your ignorance!

Well...I know who they are,I know their back wont face me in time to come.Because they have been pushing me to wake up and see the world! see what evil and ills does the world have.in time to come..when I depart,I know...
They'll miss me.
Because I miss them when they're not in sight.
Even for awhile.

I love you.