Sayang sangat.

Im currently in love with them. so much and losing them will be my loss.
I apologise should you are not being mentioned. I have sinced striked the word "hatred" off my dictionary. For if I've once loved, I will never hate. And I always believed that nice things and people come and may go. But they are always replaced with nicer ones. There is always a time and place for everything and everyone. All's well. And you are unique and special in your own way .

Thats why they 'touched' me, along their own journey..
They who sees and witness every details and little things that I bring in life...
The stupidest quarrels we have and stuffs...
Now its the holidays, I kindda miss the littlest things they can do for me and how they make my day. Smoke break for an hour, skipping classes, gossip and laugh together. Get into cute little immature fights with other people..('',)
I suppose you ladies know who you are. And I really wish that school never ends. Somehow, from the depth of my big heart, I never regretted "accidentally" enrolling myself in school. Thats when I met you. Beautiful.
And yes, Nura loves you very much.

Then...along the way and amidst the break-up I experienced with a pretty soul. I shall only reminisce the good memoirs. Because, painful ones makes you break, but you will improve yourself with it.
I met 'Them,Loves'.
Since then, I've been loving them a whole lot more each day. It'll still be the way it is as long as I still breathe. I remembered our first outing. We went for sheesha and grab the night rider home! Teehee..That was my first time. Im serious. Andsomehow, throughout the whole entire time, many things happened. Unexpected invitation and opening of hearts to one another...Its not that difficult to explain but somehow I just couldnt take the risk, I was just afraid of breaking when I was already that fragile. Things then took a turn and part of my beliefs came tumbling down.
Then alot of quarrels. I shan't say misunderstandings. Because misunderstandings dont happen when you understand.
Somehow now...we're all much closer than before and yes..I want it to remain the way it is.
The modified buddha clap and sprinkler..chew, swallow, talk.. You people always makes my day.

Ouh...
and Mr NPO @ Yew Tee, Its been an ultimate pleasure having you again. I apologise for many reasons and I blieve you'd give things a miss, Because if HE can forgive his people why wont others too...
I suppose you know that I had to go for a reason. There were many things I was trying to protect and feel secured about. Till that fateful night. I wonder why. I was very disturbed. very...I guessed you know how I felt. You could sense it kan?..
I told you of somethings. And a whole lot more of other things. But please do not reproach of what you wanted to do before this and start pondering about.."oh,i should have done that in the first place.." -Don't.

Count your blessings and start living. I know I can't please everyone. But I will continue to do what I love doing the most , what makes me happy..and if I happened to touched anyone along the way..Alhamdulilah....
To be happy, we have to think diferently. About ourselves and how we appreciate ourselves.. We are our own miracles in our own right and we deserve respect and love from ourselves first. Life is never boring. Its an adventure. It just is.