Another Bad Sunday!

Please excuse my language and words used in this blog entree for I am aware that this usually happen when You are acting in a moment of folly.
Especially when it comes to being angry and the only thing you would wish for is your boss gets hit by a friggin' lorry while he cycles home.

Before I escalate my concern pertaining an event that happened today to be more wary and aware of the surroundings. And of course, Not to respond to people who don't talk to you.
This will be a very lengthy entree and you decide if you wish to stay on reading this post if not, you can close this page.

Today at work, I had a pretty bad argument with a customer.
He was an Um-Ricken.
Pathetic.
He happened to verbally abused me and offended me by saying...
" All you local girls here should get fucked by me then you'll know who's Boss."
It all started with a friendly conversation with this bastard's friend with regards to the bar's promotions. While at it, this bastard ordered a diet coke while his friends ordered 2 pints of San Miguel. In the middle of my conversation or shall I say...explanation, he shouted..
" shut the fuck-up you Asian whore and get my fucking coke! I am paying for my drink and I'm tipping you! "
Then his friend said.."I am talking to her, and why the fuck you call her that?!"
And I said, "I'll get your fucking coke you fuck-face."
He then stood up and walked towards the guy who I have lost my respect to, and said..
"She has a problem with me."
And I said, "Fuck You, you dick-head!"

While this guy who's ''my big-boss's good friend that's why he can do whatever he likes which he thinks his dad's the shareholder of the bar'' tried to hold me back in prevention that (I swear to God) my ballet feet can reach up to this bastard's face.

What really bothers me was on 2 notes;
1. that fuck'ed up manager of mine didn't defend me in a way or another, instead he pacified that bastard.
2. That fucking white dude just offend me and Asian girls??
I only said this.."Oi, with regards to Asian girls, you're in their region. Go figure."

Bet he's lucky that not many Asian girls heard it I suppose.
Only this regular customer pulled me and asked if I was alright and prevented me from breaking down which apparently I did in the bathroom. I was furiously mad and I just wished that I had that power to get rid of him.
Good Riddance! Moments later, after drying up wasted tears in the toilet, That bastard's friend pulled me when I brushed against him while walking towards the bar.
"I'm sorry. "
Unfortunately, apologies don't come easy for me and whats the point of apologising when you did nothing wrong. that bastard was at fault. Ironically.
I guess some Asian girls blew him out that's why the "Asian Whore"

Taking it a little easier after deep breathings, I didn't talk much, slammed things around and make sure that no one talks to me, I cannot stand it.
After work, That fucked' up manager of mine spoke to me...and we ended up exchanging vulgarities and God Darn Him. I wish I could smash that friggin hoegaarden pint that I was drinking right into his face. Fuck hole.
Manager? You're just a piece of trash to me who thinks you know so much but I was taking it cool because I know what went down is definitely going up!
Such a small person with big attitude huh?..

Then again, why was I bothering myself at that point of time to entertain that fucking fuckhole. I wasn't even being paid for it.
Exchanging vulgarities and raising of voices in front of your colleagues and displaying act of disrespect towards a senior, was wasting every joules of energy and effort in trying to make a stubborn old man listen to what you have to say. he didnt even understand the situation let alone defending me, which he accused me and point out my so-called faults in the act of defending my kind.
I dont get it,
pacify the customer when he offended you?..by doing what?..a blowjob?
Shit....

Today, something happened. In fact, something good.
I'm all smiles, all tears. Now I know what it means by the saying.."sunshine after the rain"
This is indeed rosy and beautiful. Something shitty happened at work, then something beautiful came along.
"I'm In Euphoria!"
He asked me.."Be my baby..???"


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