It is better to be pissed off than pissed on.

( When you think driving is fun, its a crazy challenge for me)

(Silly things we do when we get together after work and off days...)

( Sometimes, serious discussions are the best time to take pictures when you're unaware of the photographer snapping them.)

( its when we think pictures like this are cool but not at all.)

( only I think I look good.)

So I had them,loves asking me whats up with me and this mundane blog of mine with no new updates and new entree...

Well, I've been extremely busy and juggling many things at a time. And i still feel that my hard work are not being rewarded and appreciated especially when I think it should be.

First of all, I would like to apologise to any kind souls who have been giving me the ever-needed and endless support because you might have been caught up in a situation which you shouldn't be in.

I'm Sorry.

Life's been a crazy ride for me and I've been enjoying and not regretting every single good and bad shits of it.

Seriously..

but all's good. It's been fun and adventurous. I'm not crying because it's over, I'm smiling instead because it once happened.

Nothing to be embarrassed at all, for I only lived once and it'll be a lesson for me to learn and not to repeat the same shit all over again.

So you Fuckfaces who've been making my life miserable enough till it satisfy you, you can try again, I'll take you on. One on One?

Knn.

And so I shall begin writing the newest of the newest chapter of my detailed but boring life, which I assume many of you are pretty accustomed to its routine.

Exterminating MOFOS like some from my perfect little life but then again, credits to you for making it perfect because of all the imperfections you have staged.

Your stupid pretence and 'tried-hard-but-to-no-avail' little stories and lies,

Jangan bedek okay? or I'll screw the shit out of Some-boa-dee.....

Bloody Hell.

Other than that..all's well and I'm loving what it is today.I have since created a personal version of an optimist. If I can't make it through one door, I'll go through another door - or I'll "make" the door. And I've since come to believe that all my past failure and disappointments were actually laying the foundation for the understandings that have created the new level of living I now enjoy.

And losing what it is before was really difficult to live through it, but I believe winning is not everything, because winning is the ONLY thing.

Ever thought of slapping the shit out of yourself because you know that the littlest thing in life you can ever do is to make things happen for yourself when you're actually not doing it...???

Well, I just did. some nights ago, last night to be more specific than it is.

Was asking myself...

1. " okkaayy...so it didn't work out..why sulk?"

2. "you idiot, if you're gonna cry because of the most stupidest reason on earth, take the bucket and your tears can be used to wash your car."

You know, my pretty cute fingers are pretty tired and having this reaction and they'll say things like..."here we go again...!!!" every time I start typing in new ponderings in life for the newest entree.....

Shit.

super lame but factual. go figure.

when you meet me, I'll probably tell you the story rather than you reading off this page.

so, make a date with me. call me at (you know whats my number, if you don't, please don't ask around. because i don't think i want to even talk to you. BODOH.) -for reservations.

To you know who you are...i shall not list down the names of you ladies, I LOVE YOU.

see you real soon.......real soon.........

Xx