How? For now.

( First and foremost...I miss them alot..)


OKay..here's the real Shit.
You people just have to make things so difficult and complicated for me. - Why?
And You people just love to make to go up and down and make things thrilling enough for me but it bores me quite soon.

and You.
Travis came and you just blew your chances away, and here you are making much noises about things and how you mistreat him and stuffs?...

Wake up and seek that flaws you need to straighten out!
I just need you to be the woman in any man's life. Not only that, I dont want to see you wither and see an empty picture ahead. -You know why?..
Because I care.

Im prepared to sacrifice my happiness. Really.

I want to see that valid reason unto why I can sacrifice for you. If I've been making changes in life just to start anew, why cant anybody else?
As much as I dont wanna hurt people,one way or another..I reckon you should start learning too.
I dont wanna hear things and plans of what people have been making or saying just to deal with you.

And You.
I suppose you know I may have hurt you, with words I say, or what others might tell you
Its one of my flaws that I should be straightening out too. What I should be pondering about and tell myself off for the wrong things I did.

I'm imperfect too and I now that very well, I am unsure of my own bearings, henceforth, why I do not mind if any others were to reprimand me.
I need to break myself out of that secular cycle. Then again, I'm not good in self-promoting excersises like cliamed. Honest.
Well...What more can I say.

~I still love ya'll like a sister has always been loving. Always. ~

And as for You.
It is difficult to live a pretty beautiful life with all this pretentious acts just so we don't hurt people.
As long as I'm strong, I pull myself together for this.
But its just way too complicated to actually rely on our own initiatives to just tell each other "I Miss You" or whatsoever.
Damn susah man.
Ya feel me???

Which in other explanatory term, Its like living that ugly life all over again. All over again.
I shall do my personal ponderings pertaining this and I will make sure I will be just fine at the end of the day.
I've always been telling myself that anyway.

Till then, I shall keep ya'll updated and informed should any favourable considerations be made.

Take Care and...

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