Saturday through Sunday.

This picture was taken at approximately 0500hrs....






Rafi and his baby boy, Sheik... at Bencoolen having our tea and coffee.

After our movie.






On our journey to town...in the bus 190.




0800hours, Choa Chu kang Interchange.

Syugs, Naqiah, Faris and Me having Ice Kacang at Lot1's Food Culture.

Naqiah, Faris and Me, Grand Cathay's elevator.

Rafi and Aku.

So the plan made was to meet at 1400hours at Choa Chu Kang, Lot1.
Danielle was early and as usual..I was late. and so was the others.

Some even met us later on that day.

But we managed to catch a movie at the Grand Cathay, off Dhoby Ghaut.

We planned to watch Angels and Demons, But we ended up watching 'Uninvited'

Naqiah, Faris, Danielle, Sheik, Rafi and me. Faris and I started sreaming at certain parts of the movie. That's gonna be the last time. Then again, With them, I dont quite feel it. Don't quite feel the tension and the usual feelings I tend to have.

And so, after the movies, we walked down toward Bencoolen Street and had coffee and teas...

Laugh to all the cute little jokes Faris and Danielle made.
Chilled by the bay at the Esplanade and headed to Mc'Donalds after Danielle and Faris comes back from DXO.

Laughed again all the way till 6 in the morning. Got on 190 and headed home. Was a pretty cold morning and my knees hurt.

Sunday. 1930hours.

I met up with Naqiah, Faris and Syugs.

Danielle for abit, And Rafi had to go before his O.C. comes.

And we stayed for a little bit more and just reminisced that pretty saturday we had.

You know what, sometimes...

its just plainly difficult to just fit in people's hearts and worlds just so that you don't hurt them.

and its alot more difficult when you have to be someone else you're not.

Question is..How and What should you do?

I've been telling myself, 'Don't Lie'

Dont lie to yourself, because it'll make you lie to others too.

As a matter of fact, i have been trying to find solutions to rectify and decipher my stand and priorities.

But the more I acknowledge, the tougher it gets.

Frederick came knocking, and I saw it coming already.

I gave in. I accepted reality.

For the first time.

Lying meant nothing, because I saw what it was like along the way.

I stumbled before and I learned that Im living in a world that there others living in it too.

I demanded changes and followed my expectations. I then see changes.

Im contented with what I have. I am. ALhamdulilah.

And as for you...

you've been the current reason why I'm being the real me.

I will never let anyone take away my priced possession.

I love you.