Do I Owe You An Apology?

(Please imagine me with my english accent) =))

I was literally laughing it off to the fact that I am actually blogging. Its been awhile I stopped and those ladies been bugging me. Its not quite a hassle though but really, i've been busy slogging my ass out at work and also doing all nitty-gritty things.

Hello again everyone.
I hope all's perfectly well and never been better.
Its been a week now that school's started and I've been spending my holidays at work. Enjoying all the little things and making those around me laugh, at least to get rid of all the miseries and ills they've had.
I've been a little disturbed though by certain things. And I've successfully managed to rid them all. for I was asking myself why was I counting pathetic worries instead of seeing and living my blessings!

I've got a bunch of friends who I dont quite like to linger around with and be part of it all anymore. I ought to count myself lucky for at least realising it in the most smartest way possible
than any other way! And I've never felt any better.
I dont mind kissing my english boyfriend's arse rather than I sit around with them and pretend! Such imperfections will be taken into lessons but not for tolreance sake.
I would like to emphasise on a specific being and I'm sorry to say, I feel utterly terrible when I start talking about him, then again, I feel alot worse looking back at a silly quarrel that my best friend and I had!
No doubt that I dont hate you but I hate looking at the things now and I know there are those who definitely went like..."I knew it."
Okay, I'm not suppose to 'Brag' about how infamous you are. But its just sad that Im beyond the expectation that you expected. I may not meet yours, but I over-met others. And that is not only the reason why they love me. -Alhamdulilah,praise the Lord.

I'm all out of the line when it comes to earnings. My earnings. What I earn and how much I earn.
What more I do and Where do I go during the free times I have. I hate sitting around and walking around aimlessly when i can actually use that time length wasted to cook, clean or even read the whole series of Donald J. Trump on how to be successful or Robert Kiyosaki on being rich and happy.
I start realising that soon afters I knew how much my minutes and seconds ticked away!
How am I suppose to get it all back?
Thank God, I've geared up.

Anyway, Im not going to prolong my misery by talking and "reminiscing", err..no...remembering little happy things and times had with them now. Honestly, im not looking forward to be part of it all anymore.

So, Do I Owe You An Apology Dear Loyal Readers?
I apologise for the late entrees of my ponderings due to tight schedule and sudden unexpected happenings. Hah!...
I will write again. I promise.
Love,
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