I'm Fixed People!

Finally!!

After days of agony and pain..(what a way to describe it!-but its a fact though.)
I managed to get up from my comfortable bed which has apparently made me dozed off longer than before with the help of advanced drugs and pain-relieve gel which has made me even sick-er!
Trust me on that mind you. I didn't even know that pain-killers can blur your visions and make you feel like you're having eye-sight problems.
But it's all good..Its good...
Despite that sudden breaks and bleeds that tends to happened,
I have since supported the injured area with a sanitary pad and self-inject anaesthesia to make the pain go away. Which works wonders, hence miraculously, this entree!
In fact, I just settled down from work and ate a peanut butter jelly sandwich with extra spread of butter and a huge-ass mug of coffee. Oh, and a tumbler of warm water.

I have been receiving well-wishes from Them'Loves @ school and of course, everyone back at home especially Mummy and Mia.
Mia was so sweet that she'd stay up late to ensure that I'm doing okay and gave me water as and when I need it. Mummy kept telling me not to self-medicate on my own because the result will be drastic.-I'd agree with her.
I've been medically excused from school so as not to exert in strenous activities, till today, I wonder what? I don't play catching or police-and-thieves with them,Loves except those smoke breaks that we have... and Mr Robert was kind enough to make me come back to work but I am not to lay hands on anything except the cash drawer. Which what I have been doing from Wednesday. I get blinded everytime the cash drawer opens and then you get fear engulfing you.

Well, here's the thing- I was on "carbo-free diet" for at least 3 to 4 weeks and force myslef to throw up what I eat. Disgusting?- I know. I hate the fact that you have excess calories and fats in you accumulating and probably getting stucked on the walls of your intestines. Don't you think so??
Then again, Life's too short to worry, so why worry being fat when you know that there are many slimming centres around in town to help you out with those flabs. (lucky me I don't accumulate much flabs on me!!)
And so, I had difficulties trying to shit-it out.(Don't mind the language but I'm just being direct and open..How else would you say it in a more formal way???)
Then I was trying so hard to "sit and push" when I realised that I had nothing to eat and digest!
So I tried helping myself with 3 table-spoonfuls of laxative. [Meet the new enemy!!!]
It gave me what I'm having now! sucks?- I know!
And the best part was, my intestines got affected. It was so bad, I started bleeding and crying myself to sleep enduring every ounce of the pain. My shitHole got Conked Out! Fuck!

AT least 2 visits to the doctors and many many drugs, I am currently in the not-so-best-kindda-state but I'm sitting patiently to end this blog entree and crawl up the bed..smelling my "comfort-zone". I have a bloated and windy tummy which makes me look like I'm 4 months expecting which I'm not, except just wind and food waste! I have to eat a whole of fruits if I'm skipping meals again, which for a fact that is definitely TRUE! My wound surrounding the anal area is healing faster than expected. Alhamdulilah!
And lessen them stupid faggs which gives me gastritis and chest pains!-which I am still considering and my heart and soul says NO. Faggs are life. They give me the extra energy I need. Okay, I'm not teaching you to smoke neither am I influencing your kids to "...put your lighters, roll a stick and lets get high...lets get high..."
The gastritis are really hurting me and its only boiled water which has been cooled that I'm drinking to get rid of the acid and stuffs. Soybean helps too!
Whatever it is,
fuck it ya?..
ladies, please...Take me as an example.
Do not suffer in agony just like I did.
DO not. So just eat.

Them,USMC's left this morning to Okinawa then back to The United States Of America. I shall not blog on how we say goodbye and bid farewells, because it was extremely SUCKY.
I just wanna say, ya'll been awesome and great. Armijo, Lugo, when you come back, we'll do the Bachata again at Azzucar or Union Square. sí? Por Favór?
And work's been okay but I think I'm missing out alot back at college. hmm...
I miss them. alot. te'Extraño Mucho!
Hey Qusha, Ein, Nanthini, CIka, Keen,Keenah and AlifD...Thanks for the well-wishes and I might see ya'll on Monday. I've got appointment on Tuesday. To see how this fixing went.


And to all Muslim Readers... Have a pleasant journey during this fasting month of Ramadhan. Its not about making it a must to fast because of Ramadhan, Its a must to fast because Allah S.W.T said so that we must fast in the month of Ramadhan.

Salam to all.
we shall speak again.
XxX@-;--