HellO HellO..

Its just another healing day for me, oh but this time it hurts a lot more.

Fortunately, I am able to sit and cross my legs now, and even do the split.

I'm serious.

Now that is something to be proud of after you conked out your shithole badly!

I have been able to shit after days of antagonizing pain! Doctor says my intestines are normal and I am not allowed to take super-spicy food like I've been. Besides its the fasting month now and I am cutting down on them. (Apparently I had a bowl of mee soto with tons of chilli padi)

And been gorging nachos with cheese and jalapeño peppers!

I have been smoking alot more now, yesterday, I woke up from sleep realising that my finger was doing the actions of smoking but just without the faggs. Ridiculous ya?..

Anyway, enough about me binge eating and yes, I am starting that "puking routine" all over again. I'm sick! *TskTsk*

Finally after a week of being away from school, I am going to school on monday and then off to work at about 6, There might not be enough time to rush from school to home then off to work. The idea of being in school and work is there though. Mum's having chemotherapy on Monday and she is not allowed to fast with mama because they're on heavy drugs, for their chemotherapy and all. Me?..I'm still on medication but this fasting month only comes once a year and I'm just gonna go with it.

Work's been okay if you ask me, but it sucks a lot when you feel utterly useless because you've been ordered for light duties and not able to help your colleagues do their work and stuffs. Hopefull I'll be a little better for work this upcoming days. Then at least I don't feel bad being at work but not doing anything.

Okay, unfortunately I have nothing to blog about today, simply updating the past few so-called events that has happened and stuffs like that.

I know its not that entertaining to read this entree but its just something to acknowledge my ability to sit up and cross my legs on this chair listening to Mi Corazoncito by Aventura.

Somehow somewhat, I am in love with someone all over again. All over again.

we'll speak soon.

XxXx