3 Pictures and a post.

I snapped some pictures after work with Red after supper. Ouh, That's Molly.

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I woke up today crying.

I just had to do it.I'm sorry but I personally cannot accept the fact that you are the most disgusting person in the world.

To think I could actually brag about you and bring you up to the skies.
You only knew me for a mere 9 months and you can go around sharing all those nitty-gritty things I shared with you to others.

Oh wait, to be exact, to him. An 'Old Friend' I knew a year ago.

You both really hit off well huh?

Good for you.

And its literally sad enough he actually ask a young girl like you who barely know me?

How Pathetic

I have finally realised that simplicity in life like that can actually make you cry and be angry about it.

Practising what I preach, not like some others,

"Time is constant.It never waits for you.

Keep going because you never know what you're missing out.

But do pause and take a look at it again, take those little lessons you can find from what happen.

And make sure it doesn't happen again."

Because that is exactly what I'm doing.

I don't like wasting time.

Wasting my time on girls like you.Like I've said, thank you for being envious of my life.
That was why you had to start it? Am I right?

I wonder. If it thrills you? And I don't pay you to actually publicise the way I live my life and no one even ask you to do that.

And Again. Ayesha will say this.

FUCK YOU.

You hate me.

Thats right.

You hate me and my existence because I am a threat.

( Now I feel better.)

If I was that bad enough, I'd swear your life will be as miserable as me when I was there, your age, your time, your era.Better be proud of it.

Instead of being there to explain things to a sick-in-the-brain brutha who cannot seem to understand that he is the problem, You chose to talk about my life, my family, my flaws to someone who thinks he already knew so much.

(No wonder Mama says that I let out too much.)

Instead of being there for Mother because your father is rotting behind bars, You chose to spare that valuable time to simply share all those things we shared about. Lucky you I am not like you.

See,at least I have the balls to give you a text and apologise if I was bothering you that morning.

I guessed as much, You're the sick one.

No wonder a friend told your sister, "da besar jangan jadi macam kakak kau."

And no wonder my sister told me to be wary of you. Kesian.
I see it now.

Unsatisfied with the happy things other people have, you had to ruin everything

Nasib baik, I learnt many things.
I learnt how to keep up.

I learnt how to focus on solutions rather than the problem because I know the problem is me.

Break out of it.

You were the one who pretended to like me.

I told you before.

Don't!

I told you many times how I hate people like that being my friend.

People like you rather.

You know what Tiffany.

I chose this name for you because it suits you best.

You know what, I do not need any sort of proof or whatsoever you Fuck.

How I wish you were here, at least when I smash your dirty malay face, I'd be smiling because you deserve it from me since day one!

Then again, like you said, I'd better use these lovely hands of mine to take big money from my boss instead of using it to smash your dirty face.

Clarify about me?

Who the fuck are you?

Some underage bitch who tried so hard to be me but to not avail and then tried finding untrue facts to use it against me?

Harry only knew me for a year and so.

Wish you've met Mike. He knew a lot more.

And thanks for putting in lies. I had plenty of them who could vouch for it.

Poor You.

You didnt even check.

Please.

Just look after yourself, Don't start so-called clarifying things about others.

Its not like as if I was gonna marry you FuckHole.

I live extra few years than you. Your life is much wasted than mine!

So shut your trap, and try straightening out your imperfect life like what I have been doing.

Simply by just shutting off MuthaFuckas like You.

Do not bother coming up to me and apologize like what you have been doing everytime we have this so-called tiff.

And this tiff is not temporary. (AKu JijIk DeNgan KaU.)

Don't even try to take effort to claim mad and save all those damn text messages I sent you and show to the whole world.

People won't know me just by hearing what you have to say. Remember, you don't even know me. I don't even fucking owe you anything!

Apparently, that is just typical of you.

Bother yourself with "Tommy" instead-better idea isn't it?

I am still wondering,

why you had to? I didn't even make you feel miserable with the way I live.

You are just like those Malay Brats I've met.

Menyampah dan memang Sampah.

And you Harry,

Yes, I hate you. I'm sorry. I use to tell you not to hate for you've once loved. But this time is different.

I am the victim Harry. I have always been.

I Hate you because you're You.

Get what I mean?

I made the biggest mistake in history, by becoming your girlfriend.

I made the correction by becoming your ex-girlfriend.

I am still making corrections. And its rapid and vast.

You will not know the old me anymore. Because of you, I am changing new and better. For a someone else.

I knew this day would come. see, I was well-prepared.

Because things like this, is wasting my time and energy.

Reminisce those happy memoirs, but don't miss them.

For you know, It will never happen again.

From today onwards, I will be filtering my friends, especially the new ones.

I know who are sincerely nice.

I know who are not.

I have said it many time and I am going to say this again.

DO NOT PRETEND TO LIKE ME.

save your nice antics and little judgements you have. Save it.

As for the real girlfriends, I have never regret knowing you inside out.
we hate each other because of the beautiful things, we love each other because we help each other straighten out our flaws.

Red, Thank you for being around. Xx